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Can be

Unnecessary drama

Arguments....

Meaningless

Pointless

Whose Fault???

Always mine...

Hmmm!

Why?

What did I do

Guess what

Seems to be nothing

As usual

BUT

Who gets the blame....

Me as usual

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My plight

Living at home

Need to get away

Freedom awaits

No need for

Petty bullshit

Soon.......

Real soon

My time will come

When it will be me

Free as a bird..

Leaving

The drama behind.

Be Careful Who You Call Your Friend!!!

Somene once said to me

"Be careful who you call your friend"

They were right

You may think that people who you call your friends

Are genuinely your friends

You think they are trustworthy and have your back but

That is FALSE.

They only thik of their own interests

Whatever pleases them they will do

That is all that matters to them

As long as they fulfill their own

Spiteful, selfish and stupid needs

They don't give a DAMN

About you.

You would think true friend's

Would believe your word over that

Of a stranger they don't know or have never even met

Wouldn't you???

Examine your friend's and they way they act around you

The way they treat you, you will realise

That you truly on have 5 real friends or less if you are lucky

All those people on your facebook/myspace pages arent your friend's.

A lot of people say they are your friend's or "act" friendly towards you

Just to gain something from you or use you

For their own wants and needs.

So please be careful who you call a friend these days because,

They will turn out to disappoint you

As they aren't always what or who they seem.

The best things in life are free.

Things can be good,
Things can be bad,
When the going gets tough
Sometimes you feel alone.
Good people, good friends are HARD to find,
When you get one hold on to them,
As you never know if you would find another like them.
They can come a dime a dozen,
But be careful with your selection,
You will be stuck with them for life,
For me my choices have been good and im glad to have people like that in my life,
Special people,
Just like you.

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Life....as you grow you learn A LOT!!!

To say life hasnt been great for me for the past month is an understatement,

Nothing I do seems to be going well

It's like a get a  glimpse of false hope from someone, just to be let down again

Dont you hate that?

I would rather you be straight with me, rather than tell me one thing make -

Make me believe you then let me down again.

Times are hard. life is hard in general i guess

BUT sometimes you don't realise how hard it is

Until things start happening to you.

I just hate where I am at right now.

Feel like im alone,

Yes i have family there but it's still not the same

As if you had that special friend to talk to,

Who you can confide in and tell anything to.

 

I know things will get better for me,

But i need them to get better sooner rather than later,

Well before its too late.

I hate feeling stressed out and hate having things

Get on top of me but thats sort of

How my life is right now.

Not very enjoyable.

 

Have you ever felt like this,

I am sure most of you have at one point in your life.

If you havent yet, I hope for your sake you dont.

It's not very pleasant,

Feeling upset all the time, feeling like life is not going anywhere

Well not going in the direction you want it to be going

At the moment.

 

The only suggestion I give to you is

If you have faith and believe in God or Mohammed etc,

Just pray about things,

You will surely notice a change eventually.

 

So if you have any stories or experiences

Please share and tell me how it worked out for you

Eventually.

 

Thankyou

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How do you feel,

how are you feeling

whats wrong

whats been going on

A lot of things

How are you coping

can you handle it?

do you miss how things were,

do you wish life was different

Why cant things go your way huh!

why do you feel you always mess up

you cant seem to get it right

Is it too late,

yes or no

What to do now?

Not too sure,

someone help before it's too late.

 

regrets

do you have any regrets,

do u wish u hadnt done that, do you wish you hadnt listened to that person

given them a chance

believing they were genuine.

while it was all lies and deceit, using you to gain what they wanted.

 

people have many regrets in their life im sure,

some are easier to brush under the carpet and move on

some take time for you to get over it

but

whatever happened to you, whatever you did just know

that the way you feel right now

is temporary, it will never be permanent.

 

realise as they say, people arent always what they seem

they are just like chameleons

changing back and forth

acting one way with you, then revealing their

true colours

later on.

 

just like when you bite into a strawberry, the sweetness hits you first

then

the real sour taste follows after.

it deceives you, makes you think its the best, the sweetest

but you will soon see that its not right for you.

 

what wont kill you, can only make you stronger

get up and learn from it

the same way Jesus kept getting knocked down, but

he got up and stood up

he knew what he had to do.

 

whatever your regret or regrets may be

you just have to push yourself and get over it

there is no time to keep wallowing in self pity

its happened, its done

no going back.

 

just be strong and know that God is on your side.

 

 

The Big 21.......... ooooh happy day

Yess, YES

I am the BIG 2 1 today

How does it feels, it feels good

finally im legal in all parts of the world haha

I am older yes, but i see it as 21 years younger

I dont feel old, im maturing and becoming more and more independent

Im loving it

 

Turning 21 is always a big hype, you have to celebrate it in style

Do something you will remember

Something to tell the kids in 10 years time

This is how i looked at that age, this is what i did etc....

 

Unfortunately birthdays come only once a year

But

I definetly choose to celebrate mine

and

Thank God for another year of my life, he has given me

 

More time to work hard, play hard and achieve the things

I want an desire in life

I am happy at this age

I dont feel like a big woman yet but

I will get there slowly but surely

 

The big 21 as they say Coming Of Age

Indeed

I agree, its not the same as being 18

Its on a total different level

Its when you start to realise how life can be and

When you have to work to make money

No longer relying on Mummy and Daddy

Like the Good Ol' Dayz

 

Its all Good though,

Im happy

Im well

Im where i want to be.

Disappointment...

Why is that so often in life we get disappointed,

We rush into things

Get our hopes up to be let down.

I know, i know its not good to always be negative or not give things a try

 

But

 

I have being disappointed

I hate that feeling of opening up to be shut down again

Maybe it best if i dont open up at all,

dont try new things

Keep myself to myself

 

Yes life isnt sweet like candy,

we have to feel disappointed at one point or the other

to learn from our mistakes

Am i just to nice or gullable

what is up with me, i think to myself

 

At times i wish life could be so much easier

you can plan things how you want

you wont ever have to be let down

Unfortunately it doesnt work like that

 

All i know is, i am Tired of feeling

DISAPPOINTED

So from now on, i will do everything

in my power to avoid that feeling

whatever i can do, shall be done.